These days are just monotonous. Like it's always the same list of stuff that makes me happy, and the same for those that doesn't. Everything is so predictable. And I really hate having to plan out everything for myself, being in charge of every single detail. I hate being in a dilemma. That coupled with the fact that I am hopelessly fickle and undecisive. Taking advice is one thing, talking to others is one thing, but facing the consequences of the decisions you make is another. Oh wells, that's that. But i'm still thankful for the little stuff that keeps me smiling, and sane, whether it's the same ol' thing or not.